losing control......

I was gifted some gorgeous Websters pages back in 2009.

I would lovingly admire the beautiful papers stroke them talk to them

but never, never lay a hand on them!!!

Till one day I reached the point of no return and decided to 

make a layout 

with one of these beautiful papers

well one thing led to another and I could not stop

I threw caution to the wind,

I listened to my heart and not my head 

I defiled these gorgeous papers

I ravaged them by tearing them 

I distressed them with no consideration for their feelings

I splattered them with inks and paint

I added graffiti, I stuck letters on them 

I smothered them with embellishments 

and in a desperate attempt to ask forgiveness

for my selfish destructive acts

I added flowers, beautiful flowers

 hoping to win  back some respect........