I now know the meaning of mental and physical exhaustion...........I always thought what are these people talking about they must be crazy how can you be both................when I gave birth to Christian I was very lucky he was a good baby.
I didn't have real sleep less nights till he went to day care at 4yrs and got sick all the time or when he was hospitalized for one of those illnesses that was when I experienced sleepless nights!!!!
My father in law who is 87 and a sufferer of Parkinsons tripped and fell Wednesday morning he is crafty and did not say how much pain he was in all day .....G and I took him for an xray and of course he had fractured his shoulder.
I made the mistake of not asking him to be admitted into hospital and I think I will never get over that it eats at me all day because now he refuses to even have outside help in the house!!!!! so the burden is on my shoulders. My mother in law is not capable giving him the proper care, she too is 80 and tired mentally and physically from being a care giver to a Parkinsons sufferer close to a decade now.
Gregory is with him this morning I have a few hours off to clean house and get on the computer as I have lots of details for the crop that need dealing with.
I am afraid to get over there this afternoon as yesterday I found him on the floor twice!! each time was when I had left the house to go and collect Christian from the school bus. you see what I mean by he needs proper care!!
Anway thanks for listening!!